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oh bon iver. you spark things in me... 
08 02 11


i've had my share of personal tragedies.
i've reached the core of my catharsis--in the middle of the night, with no sound.

i like to think my heart is made of jello.
i also learned, sometimes, it is made of stone.

sometimes i like to burst into dance,
sometimes i just want to cuddle in bed and never be disturbed.
sometimes i like to be the center of attention,
sometimes, i feel the need to deactivate my facebook account.

wish i could explain why i am, how i am.
but i am a jumbled ball of emotions.
and sometimes i do not like to be untangled.

it's nice to be complex. i like it.
but maybe you do not like complex.

it should be simple, you said.
yes is yes, and no is no.

but no, i don't believe so.
there are lots of grays in between. nothing is as simple as it seems.
or maybe everything is, but i do not want them to be.
i am complex. i like it that way.
sometimes.
thank you, come again!